Walking alone on the town
―街の一人歩き―

自由とは
たぶん孤独の
ことだろう
[Translation]
Maybe,
the meaning of "freedom" is not different from "lonely"




[Comment]
Freedom gives me nothing.
And I had a perfect freedom today, too.

The rain wet all towns in Yokohama.
And the rain wet my town called Tokaichiba, too.
I decided to go to the family restaurant.
Because I needed someone's smile on the holiday.

I went to the family restaurant to eat lunch with one topic,
because I was convinced
that my ４ favorite waitresses should have been interested in the topic.
※“Proof as the regular customer”2008/05/08 ←Click it!
The ２ of ４ waitresses worked then,
and I made ２ waitresses their smiling faces by the topic.

After the lunch, I moved to another town by train.
And I went to Kamoi after having finished my business in Shin-Yokohama.
The reason was because I watched the movie in "LaLaport Yokohama".

※“The Last Princess” official homepage ←Click it!
The reencounter happened after the movie appreciation for me.
She watched me and smiled,
but the man who was on the escalator with her became displeased.
(I have known him, too)
I should have given them my words, but I was only surprised.
And I knew that she had not already gazed at me,
though she had always gazed at me once.

※“My new shirt”2007/06/27 ←Click it!
I said good-bye to her in my heart.

On the train,
even the songs of "mihimaru GT" did not reach my heart,
because I felt my loneliness anew.

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I knew that I needed someone's smile.
And my legs took me to the family restaurant.

Because the waitresses at the supper had alternated with the members at the lunch,
the she met me in the family restaurant.
※“町内レジャー”(Neighborhood leisure) 2008/05/06 ←Click it!
Because I wanted to watch her smile, I used that topic again.
And... she chuckled so most pleasantly！
It was the third times by today that I watched her smile.
By the way,
this photograph became the standby image of my mobile telephone.


When I wrote this blog,
the program called "Gokusen" began in TV.
I stopped that I wrote this and watched it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8-xt62wDGI
GOKUSEN 3
The theme music gave me little happiness.
So, I downloaded it to my mobile telephone.

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Freedom gives me nothing unless I take action.